FOOL’S GOLD

FOOL’S GOLD

As I lay in bed thinking of only you.  How our life is going to be in the future to come.  I hear wedding bells, you’re the only one for me.  My days at work I can’t concentrate as I am overwhelmed with the feelings that I have for you, can’t wait for you to call just to hear your voice how it always seems to calm me.  I have forgotten my past and have started to focus on my present and my future as the picture you paint for me seems to be one of such fresh and newness.

Was it all just a dream, am I mistaken that all I thought was love was a mere façade?   I question myself in following in the beliefs that you truly loved me.  I was blinded by my own stupidity. Things I refused to accept I kept making excuses for.  The girls, the long nights out you said you were working, the late night phone calls; what was I thinking?  I made myself believe you truly loved me, living in my own fantasy.  The dream you built that shaded my eyes so that I could not properly see or my ears could not truly hear the screams of reality.

I trusted you with my heart and I can only blame myself for letting it be torn apart.  Having that gut intuition and not listening is my own fault, chasing fool’s gold.   The hurt the pain inside of thinking I could never live without you, my dreams now shattered and feel like living in a state of constant confusion and in the pits of lonely hell.  I ask myself why?  Why did I chose to believe a lie, why do I have these tears that I cry?

You had me under your spell, breaking free was not the plan.  Not blinded by the foolish games anymore and have been set free to truly be me again.  I lived by your wants and dreams, it wasn’t meant to be. So please go on and find the other’s you were with and untrue with me.  For the fool doesn’t exist here anymore.  Fool’s Gold is a far memory not for you in knowing what you had, but for me in knowing you will never come this way again.

“FOOLS GOLD”

Oh, silly me my dear, for thinking that you’d stay
Gave you my heart and then you ran away
Either I’m stupid, I’m foolish, or you’re playing me
But it seems we were never really meant to be

So I thought I would try something new
I wanted to find out if I could live happy without you
And it turned out I wasn’t living at all
But I would’ve never known if you had just played along

I was living a dream believing things that just ain’t true
Oh I can’t believe I ever believed in you
You had me chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold

Somewhere deep down inside I knew you weren’t right
But breaking your spell was a plan I never devised
I wanna back here, forever livin’ for you
But I woulda been living forever as your fool

I was living the dream believing things that just ain’t true
Oh I can’t believe I ever believed in you
You had me chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold

I bit into the apple
I took the wooden nickel, yeah
I was blinded to my core
And I went into the wrong door
And furthermore

I was living a dream believing things that just ain’t true
Oh I can’t believe I ever believed in you
You had me chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold

I was living a dream believing things that just ain’t true
Oh I can’t believe I ever believed in you
You had me chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold

I was living a dream believing things that just ain’t true
Oh I can’t believe I ever believed in you
You had me chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold
I was chasing fool’s gold

REIGN’S STYLE

OUTFIT:  DIRAM STELLA BRA/SKIRT/BEIGE COAT
HAIR: enVOGUE: NICOLE
SHOES: MODA SAVASCI GLADIATOR HEELS
EARRINGS: PID-HOOP GOLD
NECKLACE: LUXE. KNOT GOLD
CUFFS: BOOM FEARLESS WRIST CUFF BANGLES (PITCH)
LIPS: HEARTSTICK ANTIQUE

 

 

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